June first: Two months

Well, time has flown.

Let's see. I haven't been posting much for various reasons, like graduation festivities and time escaping me, having a hella nasty cold these last few days, etc. So here's a pretty summary.

Voice: Hard to tell because of the cold. I really started losing my voice altogether for awhile, so I've been treating it with tender care. It's definitely breaking a lot and I need to quit trying to talk in my former register out of habit. I'll post another voice post as soon as I'm not coughing all the time anymore.

Hair: My hairline might have receded a little. It looks like it might have, but I also haven't seen any hair coming out, so I'm not sure.

Body Hair: My belly fur is really dark now, more intensely along a "happy trail" but also all over my belly. The only change in my leg hair is that it has spread even further up the outside of my legs, like hip waders. My underarm hair is also spreading.

Facial Hair: I've got something that is decisively a thin patch of scruff under my chin. It's now spreading down my throat patchily, and I've got the beginnings of a prickle under my lower lip. I can just see where my mustache will come in, and a little bit of sideburns-- too thin to let grow, but I can see where they will be.

Face: I can't really see the specific changes in my face, but I know something about my face looks different. Maybe I'm losing a little fat on my cheeks, or maybe my nose is a little wider. I dunno. Something.

Chest: My chest got smaller. It wasn't supposed to and I wasn't expecting it to, but it did. Probably a good cup size or so.

Muskles: I haven't been working out for the last week or so. Before, that would have meant I'd have dropped everything I ever built. Now I've still got a little bit of it and don't have to start at the beginning. My traps are bulgy, which means I'm holding tension there. My chest and shoulders look wider.

Fat: I don't think I've gained any, but I haven't lost any either that I can tell.

Bleeeeding: Haven't since the first month. I have cramps now and then, but not bad ones. So this marks the first month I haven't bled.

Other miscellaneous things: My neck is bigger, my arms seem to fit my shirts better (it's probably my shoulders), I'm emotionally pretty much the same, and my doohickey looks to be about two centimetres long (I haven't measured).

Looking this over, it looks like an awful lot has happened in the first two months. It's a little weird. I feel like this isn't supposed to go quite this fast, especially not with the gel as opposed to shots. Maybe I just absorb the gel really well, or maybe I have really sensitive T receptors or something. I feel weird that my doohickey is about the size I've seen other guys' at two years. It started growing really fast. I didn't believe people when they told me that was one of the first things to happen.

Pics (not of that) and voice posts to come in the next two days.