T-Notes: Day 4

My face is definitely oilier. I am guessing I have about a week before I have to go get some serious acne treatment; for right now harsh anti-oil face-wash twice daily is working okay.

My voice was back to normal today.

Muscles still tight. Which also, I suppose, means they aren't losing what I put on them when I work out quite as quickly as they used to.

I do feel more assertive, confident, and energetic. I do not feel any more focused, which isn't helping my thesis.

I think I am feeling strange sensations in my abdomen, as if T is affecting how I process stuff in my intestines. Which would be weird, but stranger things have happened. When I had O-cysts back in high school, my doctor told me my digestive difficulties were related to them because of hormone interactions. Maybe it's the same deal.

Jerking off seems a little different, but in a decidedly positive way. If you don't want to hear about that, get over it; this is my transition journal and no one is making you read it. The difference is that now my body has a tendency to want to thrust when I come, which it didn't so much before. It's not something I have any control over, so it's probably not to do with any change in my mindset.