Group today; other random stuff

Group today was awesome. Usually I'm a little weirded out by the whole support group thing. But basically it's nice to actually talk to other trans people in real life. But today we had twice as many FTMs as usual, and that felt a lot better. So there were almost as many trans guys as trans women.

I won't go into more detail lest I accidentally violate someone's privacy, but it was pretty neat. The usual balance of fun and issues. Made an appointment with my parents for June 20th at 5:30; must remember.

Damn, forgot to pick up condoms while at ALSO. No matter; I need to find Avantis now. Latex is really bothering me, apparently. I wish I'd known I was sensitive a long time ago.

I keep omitting mention of the fact that my [euphemism] has probably doubled in size the last month. Which is not a big deal, since really tiny plus really tiny still equals tiny, but bodes well for my future I think. I have on occasion put the extra gel on my [euphemism], which might or might not be helping but probably isn't hurting (other than burning a little).

I'll have to switch to shots and I'm not looking forward to it much. I have yet to manage to hypnotize myself out of needlephobia. I know! I'll ask TaiChi Will to give me some NLP techniques!