Second endo appointment

My second endo appointment went relatively peacefully. I walked out with a script for Androgel which I can fill or not, depending, which actually feels sort of anticlimactic in a weird way. I have it. Nothing is standing in my way. I'm not afraid, I don't feel desperate, I'm just-- resting.

I talked to my mother on the phone, answered some of her questions about hormones, shared with her, and talked a little about maybe making a transition fund with the money they are offering me. We'll see about it; I have to talk to dad.

I also got in touch with a friend from high school who is transitioning, which makes I believe a grand total of six of us in two years. I wonder if they were doing top secret government experiments there. I should get in touch with some teachers and gather some more data.